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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    3 weeks
    Saturday, April 29, 2006
    its been 3 weeks since entering ns

    im glad to be in one piece

    training aint fun

    not when im stuck in ninja coy

    with an oc wearing a red beret

    who doesnt tolerate one person dragging boots

    but still

    there are a lot of things to remember.....
    time flies by exceptionally fast when i book out
    these 50++ hours will be very precious

    field camps coming soon
    which is not a good thing.......

    still i appreciate the outside world much more
    simple pleasures like eating out with friends and watching a movie
    feel fantastic
    compared to being stuck in tekong

    i hope myself and other recruits out there will make it through to POP
    then another path awaits


    10:24:00 AM


    finale to one chapter of my life
    Thursday, April 06, 2006
    tml marks the end of civilian life for close to 2 years

    i'll be lying if i said i wasnt feeling sian/apprehensive etc

    i keep having so many thoughts in my head


    my bag is packed and i am ready to go physccally

    but mentally and spiritually i feel stuck in this comfort zone of leading a civilian life


    its times like these that u wish time would slow down
    just one more day of enjoyment
    then another
    and another

    u keep pushing back the inevitable

    why i guess its the fear of the unknown

    i just want to sleep tight tonite

    .......................
    wish me luck

    till next time i'll blog again

    whenever im free that is

    which may not be every weekend

    im not sure if pple still read this

    but i'll still update aniwayz


    10:12:00 PM


    butterflies in my stomach
    Wednesday, April 05, 2006
    now now gotch bout 48 hours or so before mish shipped off to tekong island

    cant really say i look foward to it

    if u do look foward to ns

    i say i u are good

    lets c

    monday afternoon went with my relative to the jurong bird park
    its been a long time since i been there
    interesting to see birds flying around
    watched one bird show
    got a bird that can paint
    and its dubbed picasso




    met up with my old classmates from jc on monday nite
    more of a guys nite out
    had pizza at a restaurant at forum
    first time eating there
    the foods nice but the cost is
    expensive
    they even have peking duck pizza

    after that had a long time playing bridge at starbucks
    ah brigde

    the last time i played bridge so long was like
    late last year
    several months ago

    tuesday
    accompanied my relative to the sg zoo in the afternoon
    looked at animals and snapped some pics
    unfortunately the heavy downpour forced us to wait for one hour plus under shelter
    which is unsual for it usually doesnt rain so heavily in april

    after that went to ps to play my favourite arcade game for a while
    still getting thrased by those pros
    went to meet my buddy joel at toa payoh for dinner
    had mos burger
    wanted to eat unagi rice burger but it wasnt available
    so settled for mos chicken meal
    super licking delicious

    after that went to play some pool
    wanted to catch a movie
    but the time wasnt realli suitable

    to joel
    hm relax man
    no need to stress out so much about work
    politics is inevitable
    take it easy yeah

    next month i treat u to a feast, and a nice pressie
    until then i better save up my money
    cos i saw the game i been waiting for ages
    kingdom hearts 2 NTSC u/c version
    finally 95 bucks is the cost
    planning to buy it on my first bookout
    haha just in time for my 19th bday on 16th april.....
    easter sunday

    wow a coincidence


    11:17:00 AM


    end of march , start of april
    Sunday, April 02, 2006
    and so april fools day has just passed

    officially i got bout erm 5-6 days left of freedom

    last sat
    met up with ben who enlisted earlier in march
    filled me in on whats going on in tekong
    slacked around
    watched V for vendetta
    politically oriented
    with lots of insight into the possible of totalitarian states in the future that will crumble
    after that met up with joel
    had dinner at ps
    the usual ayam pagang
    classic
    no matter how mani times i eat that i still love it
    played a bit of MMT2

    hey i already told ur i hopelessly addicted to it
    spending money everyday on arcade is dangerous for ur wallet

    tuesday nite
    met up with he xiang ex sjimate and ex classmate
    talked crap here and there
    speculating what will happen to us in like a weeks time
    etc etc
    i admire him for working until the end of march...
    that leaves only a week or so of playing time

    thursday nite
    my uncle from canada came to sg
    to visit my family and me
    and more specifically to send me off into tekong

    picked him up at the airport and then went to laze around before heading to marina south for some seafood with my parents

    friday spend time with my uncle at lunch,
    went to get him a sim card to use
    turns out the procedure is tedious
    foreigners have to show their passports before u can buy a pre paid card
    not mani pple carry ur passports with u i guess

    sat 1 april

    met up with darren one of my ex cca mates
    and currently in the army training to be a MP
    talked a lot
    gave me some tips for bmt
    wathched ice age 2
    nice show
    show its a cartoon
    but if u want a good laugh
    go and watch it

    the poor squirrel
    fails to get his nut after unpteenth attempts
    i'll be glad to have that squirel's determination and tenacity

    the next few days will be challenging...

    oh finally applied for uni courses at NTU and smu

    like just a day or two before the closing date

    hope to get into one of my choices
    biz, psychology or econs at NTU


    12:20:00 AM